My eyes are burning really bad. Holy crap.

I’m so glad to have Murray back :) I had to work till 5, had a meeting till 8 and luckily was already by Manhattan beach so i picked up some pizza and went to go see him. AAAAAAAAH. I was so happy :) !

No one can imagine how much I have missed the boy. Shit. I wasn’t even aware of how much i missed him until i saw him.

Who woulda thought?

I think vacation time is over. I’ve been going out of state more times than i can probably count. My bank account is no where looking like a million bucks anymore but i have to say, I’ve had a blast. I met alot of cool people in each of my trips, some that i plan on seeing again…and others that i hope i never bump into. Life. These times I’ve spent out recently have been crazy, i’ve kept a close eye on what i did and how i reacted to certain situations. I can say i’m not even mad. My brother always told me he’s proud of the way i grew up, and the reason he likes me around with him and his friends (being of course 15 years my senior) is because i get along very well with the older crowd. I’m not awkward, i don’t try to hard … but most of all i’m still fun and never dull. There were plenty of times these past weekends where i know certain people would freak out and cause more drama then normal but for the most part…i contain myself.

I don’t mean to boast myself I’ve just been around alot of different people and situations these past weekends that i can say…im glad I am the way I am.

Of course i am not anywhere near perfect but… as fucked up as somethings went down these past times… i’m pretty content.

Anonymous asked: today i just felt compelled to tell you for some reason, that i think you are a beautiful person. dont ask me why, i just did. so, there it is.

thank you<3